SUMBER

macho y grande un rugido mayor que todos otros  gatos

Uno numero Este es no primero pero bueno

Droopy eyelids fall Creasing like a streak of redness Sealing close tonight

Rolling, along, for miles From ages of vehicles Many scale of styles

see, dead skin cells grow from pores on your scalp, quite long stylish, curls, or straight 

Sundays 4 Haikus 2 Other poetry types 2 Reviews 1 Journal Or Whichever and However Many I have time for. (Though I'm mostly doing this for myself, if anyone else actually reads these things, I'd be happy.) Mondays 3 Haikus 1 Review 1 Journal Tuesdays 2 Haikus Wednesday 3 Reviews Thursday 5 Haikus 1 Review 1 Journal Friday 1 Poem Saturday 1 Poem

Stretched smooth and floppy thrown afar to splash on you to excite and laugh

Colored irises pupils of shaped designs beauty behold

Sad and missing so A Desire for company Though I am my own

This short story is about a soldier who retrieves a magical box for a witch whom decided to not share the reason they wanted such box. This man was charitable and gave much money to the townspeople until he was broke, during that time, he had heard of an unseen princess whom lived in a copper tower in the castle. Then, at the moment he only had two shillings left, he decided to use the box, which was basically a match box as what we'd refer to it in modern era, and had stricken it. A dog had come out and by a number of times he'd strike it, it would be either silver or gold from my sleepy-mind's understanding at 12:49 A.M. And after he had tested it out, it would give him what or whomever he had asked for. Even the princess herself. Though this is most definitely not a popular tale, as it isn't a movie or in any show that I know of, not even Once Upon a Time. But this, has a happy ending for the main characters, which is well-known for all fairy tales that all ta...

BUTTERFLIES FOR MILES WEBS OF MANY ENDLESS POSSIBILITIES 

HEAVEN SETS CLOUDS PRESSED SWEAT SONNETS PLAYED, STREAMING SOUNDS LOVES ABIDE, NO RULES

RETCHED FEELING HERE BLOOD BOILING, NOSE FLARING SEE ANGER, ARGUED, FEUD

TODAY, I will share about me things anyway, because things from my past still "erk" me and I am mentally violent (AKA imaginatively violent - punching imaginary people in my mind and doing Krav Maga and other Martial Arts that I don't actually know, but wish I knew.) Anyway, the "lead" whose name in here shall be Apathetic B. for she was quite apathetic, I realized this when I got emotional about something I might get into later. I used to work in sales, walking around, finding good spots to solicit to sell our product - Hello Fresh. And often, going to business to business and getting kicked out by security and white ladies using a motherly tone, "I'm sorry, honey, but you know you cannot solicit here, right? I do not want you to get in trouble." So, those moments were annoying. There was one embarrassing moment that I hated dearly. But that I might also get into that later. Here's how the job went: we had our 20 sum people and then,...

FOR BLOG 4 HAIKU, 2 LIMERICKS, 1 OTHER POEM TYPE 2 JOURNAL (NOT ABOUT ME NOR ABOUT WEIGHT) 1 REVIEW ALL THURSDAY AND ON SUNDAY MONDAY 1 HAIKU, 1 LIMERICK TUESDAY 1 OTHER POETRY TYPE WEDNESDAY 1 COMPARISON REVIEW 1 SHORT STORY REVIEW 1 JOURNAL ENTRY ABOUT THE NEWS/ANYTHING ELSE (NOT ABOUT ME OR WEIGHT) FRIDAY 1 OTHER KIND OF POETRY SATURDAY CHAPTER TO CHAPTER REVIEW OR MOVIE THEORY/MOVIE REVIEW SHORT STORY REVIEW OR TV SHOW THEORY/TV SHOW REVIEW OR BOTH OTHER PLANS: NOYB - PERSONAL

You know, when you were small, you were asked this question (as stated above), and you thought something you'd likely never knew was impossible or would take absolute hard work. I was five, I said, "a lion". Others might had said, "an astronaut," or, "the president," or, "like my Dad." Whatever Dad did, the child would get pat on the head with a smirk. I think the teacher laughed at me and so had others because it was indeed impossible. And I became an unpublished writer instead. I thought of other things I didn't fully want to do, just thought it would sound impressive if I said that I wanted to do them - it was a teenage thing, I guess. Lawyer, police officer, detective, investigator, actor, musician, et cetera...(oh, yeah, and once I said I wanted to be a nun, of course I didn't want to, it's just that I was too terribly shy to talk to a crush and I thought that I wasn't attractive anyway to get into a relationsh...

[insert image of bmi chart] BMI - my height is 5 foot 1. I am 167.4 - my BMI is 32, I am 3 pounds away from a BMI of 31 - that's 164 pounds. BMI 30 - 158 All the above is considered Obesity. Next set is considered overweight: BMI 29 - 153 BMI 28 - 148 BMI 27 -  143 BMI 26 - 137 BMI 25 - 132 So, according to this, they would likely permit my entering between BMI 26 and 27. This is considered the healthy BMI: BMI 24 - 127 BMI 23 - 122 BMI 22 - 116 BMI 21 - 111 BMI 20 - 106 BMI 19 - 100 I honestly, cannot see myself any lower than at least 120. But lets look at the pattern (if there is one); pound to BMI number. 164 to 158 is 6 pounds 158 to 153 is 5 pounds 153 to 148 is 5 pounds 148 to 143 is 5 pounds 143 to 137 is 6 pounds 137 to 132 is 5 pounds 132 to 127 is  5 pounds 127 to 122 is 5 pounds 122 to 116 is 6 pounds 116 to 111 is 5 pounds 111 to 106 is 5 pounds 106 to 100 is 6 pounds Right now, I can make a goal to hit t...

You know how I'm working on losing weight, as my 10 or more posts entails, but I had not done so well. Have I not shared this? Let me really explain, it is quite difficult to actually do anything when you're used to an old lifestyle. Now, starting off and you cut off everything quickly as in calories and carb foods that you're used to, and you do it for like almost two weeks, eventually you might break. Worse though, is if you don't try to exercise with it. You might gain weight if you're not careful. I broke this week, had some nachos one day, then starbucks (java chip and triple chocolate cheescake by cheesecake factory, it was rich and tasty) and some crap banana pudding last night that wasn't worth it. Two things were worth it and it's the primary two. At least, I weighed myself, though I knew I hadn't progessed at all, I'm at 167.4. Better then being at or any higher than 168. So, what do I need to do? Motivate myself to actually work...

Writing the second and how I planned it out first, I realize with the genre the word count stopped too short and then I realized, the would-be third sequel would be a part of this particular sequel. But I still hadn't received one response for the first, I only sent it to two literary agents, now, I think I should look for ten others and send it to each of them. But writing this is much more fun than the last, mainly due to the fact of what the first was about and also how I went through it maybe 30 times...all together for every page. Editing it so many times, I'm ready to see it on print. Rough Drafts are particularly crappy, I fill in the concepts a tiny bit of showing but likely more telling then how I'd like to. I just want to write it out before I worry over the greater details.

If I have a goal, I won't fall into temptation with a chocolate truffle chocolate chip cake, because I want to lose weight. But I will for winning LOS DINEROS, and downloaded the PCH app. The greed when I see, win $1,000 a day for life, that means the $7,000 a week for life. But how long is "life"? Is it a general estimate on how many years a person typically lives in this day and age? Is it for forty years or 50 years or less than both numbers? All I want is a laptop. If I ever win...money...Or a mac computer...between or ranging of good computer types, that's what I would want. If I could ever win the dream prize. I prefer HP but I also like apple computers. That's what I dream about, what I want. Anything else is just extra. The likelihood is super low. Such a low, low possibility. 

The only time I've ever won anything was in Bingo where there were only 30 or less participants, 18 participants was the time in which I actually won something that mustn't been that great because I cannot remember it. They had the winnings as dollartree  snacks, throw blankets, cheap ear phones, cheap MP3 players, hygienic items of the cheap and possibly dollartree varity as well. I hadn't ever won anything legit - sure I won $2 once in scratchers... That's not significant. Whenever I try to win something there is a million other participants and 1/1,000,000 chance in my actually winning. When it's computer generated, it's like an algorithm of 1/1,000 chance or higher - likely for how many times you log in and play their scratchers and sign up for sweepstakes, referring to PCH.com. Then the entries for other site likely determines by however more one tried to enter, versus the other, and then draw if it's an even number between, let's say 5 or ...

Obviously weight thing, but also breasts and bra thing and hating it, and seeing pictures and wondering if I should do something about it and wondering if I can get at a lower weight will it change anything? If I get lean and around that area too...The Clothes Issue.... Like, I might always have to wear Medium to Large and always struggle to find good clothes...what is my style anyway? I know I like the whole gothic and emo look, but...It also depends...like, I've never explored a look, I never had that opportunity to. For one, for the size of my upper chest, but that might require extensive research into somewhat or completely or "makeshift" fixing that problem. There was a list of 10 clothing styles - the ones that popped out at me: Bohemian, Artsy, and Rocker. Those styles I think I could go for, but not in this weight....it's so hard to find good clothing. Also thinking about how I walked my belly onto the counter full of a large puddle of coffee and no...

Weight I am subtract by Goal Weight equals the required pounds to lose to be at goal weight. Amount of particular pounds loss per week divided by the total pounds needed to lose equal the amount of weeks it might take to be in that weight. calculations may not be exact...I guess... 168 - 140 = 28 28/.5 = 56 weeks 28/.8 = 35 weeks 28/1 =  28 weeks 28/1.5 = 18. 66....weeks/19 weeks 28/1.8 =  15.55...weeks/16 weeks 28/2 = 14 weeks 28/2.5 = 11.2 weeks/ 11 weeks (plus a few days) 28/2.8 =  10 weeks 28/3 =  9.3333...weeks/ 9 weeks (plus a few days) The latter set of three is least likely to happen (realistically) unless I follow a specific and strict kind of regimen.  56 weeks = 392 days = 1 year and 1 month 35 weeks = 245 days = 8 months and 2 days 28 weeks = 196 days = 6 months and possibly less than 28 days (almost a month or it's February) 19 weeks = 133 days = 4 months and possibly less than 21 days 16 weeks =  112  days = 3 mo...

I had a dream, I was in a stall in the restroom, walking out from it to the sink, I had big purse I set atop of it. The tall wavy haired blonde beside me harrumphed at me but I thought nothing of it, her brunette used the sink after her and they both walked out together. After I had washed my hands, I saw my short light brown - Willa Holland's hair color - a long black jacket with a triangular folds of  a collar, shiny like reptile skin (i think), dark green and blue or black jeans. But my face was blurred out and I couldn't see it. All I knew was that, my body was super thin and small breasts that hardly shown through my very awesome fashionable look. And when I walked out I woke up. I don't know why I dreamt a dream as if I were in her mind, seeing through her eyes, unless it's because I wish I had her body type. Though she, according to IMDB trivia facts, is 5 inches taller. And now wondering, what if she dreamt through my own eyes. that would be funny and wei...

Hsnd written calculations. What does it mean? Calculate 3500 equal 1 pound per calories 1 pound per week, 7 days. And then subtract caloric intake. First set is maintenance, second set is weight loss, third is extreme weightloss. Last box compares the numeric difference from maintenance to weightloss and maintenance to extreme weightloss. To see how many pound of difference there is in the latter boxes, divide the resulting number with 3500 to get the pound loss.

http://www.superskinnyme.com/calorie-deficit-calculator.html Understanding the stress... One week, I lost 5 pounds, I thought I was eating a good decent amount of calories but... first i must check multiple sites that can tell me exactly, if all the sources run the same, then I'll know the truth...1,090 was not exactly perfect...but one sight claimed to not go under this, so I wouldn't hit starvation mode. Now, I think I have to figure out how the hell to eat 1,126 if not exercising, and if i do exercise at least 3 times per day 1,287 (for extreme weight loss) But what is extreme? and can I lose more than just two pounds a week and it would be considered healthy? http://www.superskinnyme.com/calorie-calculator.html It can be lower for people like me who are sedentary, and I hardly work out...but whats with the calorie zig zag cycle...so strange...this is why I need other sources. It says for 5 days per week of exercise: maintenance...

Reasons why I should lose weight and exercise:to enhance the possibility of this happening: beneficial to my body in the long run: so i don't get diabetes and don't have to concern myself with amputation. to be able to find clothes easier whether it be online or in store might lose weight in my breasts so my back won't feel in pain as much my stomach won't be bulging out I won't have to wonder if I'm a large in one brand in clothes and an XL in another, because of my large breasts and bulging stomach I will be higher in stamina and such things less stressed more awake might feel a bit better about myself the fact i'm 24 near 25, i should try to become thin and care about staying this way for my life and for my future being more active in daily life and not sleeping all day my teeth would thank me my brain would thank me my heart would thank me my blood would thank me I would at the most be able to fit a medium (between weight 140 and 130)...

HELLO THIS IS A PLACE WE ARE IN A RACE OF TIME STRUGGLING IN SLIME TROUBLING EVERYTHING I DO IS A CRIME WASTING TIME

3,500 CALORIES = 1 POUND IN 15 DAYS 1 POUND PER DAY PER CALORIE IS = 70,000 I EAT 1,200 CALORIES PER DAY BUT FOR 15 DAYS THAT IS = 18,000 1,000 TO 1,200 IS NEEDED TO NOT GO INTO STARVATION MODE - ENOUGH TO LOSE WEIGHT, AS LONG AS ONE STAYS HAVING A PROPER NUTRITION. 70,000 - 18,000 =52,000 HOW MANY POUNDS ARE IN 52,000 = 14.857... THAT IS THE APPROXIMATE AMOUNT I COULD LOSE. BUT I WEIGHED IN AND YESTERDAY WAS 167.4 AND WENT UP 168.4 TODAY, EITHER IT MIGHT BE THE FACT MY FOOD DIDN'T DIGEST FULLY. MY WEIGH-INS USUALLY HAPPEN AT 1PM NOT 9AM. MY DIGESTIVE TRACT MIGHT TAKE MORE THAN 8 HOURS TO COMPLETE IT'S WORK. BUT THIS IS CONJECTURE, OR RATHER A SURMISED HYPOTHESIS. IF I TYPICALLY WEIGH MYSELF AT 1PM, THEN WEIGH MYSELF EARLIER: MY WEIGHT WOULD NOT BE ACCURATE AS LONG AS I DO NOT WEIGH AT THE PROPER TIME. IF I WEIGH MYSELF EVERYDAY AT 1PM, THEN I CAN MAKE A PROPER CONCLUSION OF WHETHER OR NOT I HAD ACTUALLY GAINED OR LOST WEIGHT.

Immensely straining, dare not start complaining imagine this sugary lard see this, coco shard cannot take this will not shake this though i know I'm not craving I just get hungry, feeling like I'm slaving just to wait to get a bite but this is my fight And I feel tired, physically I feel sick, mentally I feel cold easilly need my iron pills, really I need to lose twenty pounds maybe two weeks, i know how it sounds rushing it, unrealistic, oblivious to how it really works Not really, if I'm not sedentary meaning, if i'm not stationary moving like a rabbit to a good spot on a rainy day moving like a deer to get faraway

Sometimes, ubereats can be good but that depends on their delivery partner, the person who delivers. I've been using the service often since I had it for months, and it's been good and perfect service the whole time until last night. Now, you should know how delivery works - you order what you want and you receive exactly what you order. Simple. This should never happen in a delivery - getting something you never asked for and extra stuff. Even though this is how it went for, I ordered the food I wanted through the app that's in my boyfriend's name because what's the point in having two separate apps when you live in the same place? And though I hadn't told him what I ordered, or that I can blame him for not knowing, it's not generally his fault for not knowing... I ordered only a bowl salad and banana from Tropical Smoothie. The person gave a smoothie, with a bag of chips, and a sandwich. The thing about this situation is, the delivery person has...

Have you heard of Booksamillion? There might be the same or similar kind of store like that in different areas - they are typically the book stores that are closely similar to the highly popular B&N. They sale loads of books in variety and in organized fashion, have a knick knack section, manga, magazines, kids stuff, and a coffee shop. Then the bargain section, has books below $10 and about different things. Booksamillion has books about few educational things, some classical reads, and some low priced collector's. Barne's and Noble has some funny related low priced books, educational, and in a separate section there might be low priced reads. If I am to compare those two stores not for their coffee store, and not for the other books but their bargain section of low priced books. I'd have to say, I had always preferred B&N but on occasion because sometimes, the subjects of those books are most preferred and BAM! and not the other. (BAM is Books-a-millio...

Well, it turns out that my food in me yesterday hadn't fully digested. It takes 6 to 8 hours, typically, for food to digest. I think it had to double because of how much I ate. Yesterday, as per use, I had about 1,135 calories. Today, before I ate, I weighed 166.4 which is good and 0.4 less than what I weighed on Sunday morning. I like this. If you have enough discipline and self-control, you can lose weight and you must exercise at least for 3 days and at least for 30 minutes. But also eat healthy, because our great grand parents didn't have all these processed foods that exist today. Most people, hypothetically, were healthy (if that's ignorance of the truth...I'd rather believe that there were less chubs than there are today. I mean, how can you wear a corset if you're overly chubs? Most women then didn't get to do all that they wanted because of the heteronormative policies and suggested etiquette of a lady...their sexist scams.) Though, do not discou...

(Technically, I hadn't paid for it, nonetheless, I agreed to have it.) Yakiniku means Barbecue according to Ken, the boyfriend, who is a kind-of anime and manga fanatic but not an Otaku. Anyway, on that morning I weighed 166.8. With the diet of 1,080 to 1,300 calorie, low-carb, low-sodium-ish = high lean protein, fruits, and vegetables and the like. But having Yakiniku, I ate some grilled shrimp, four medium sized shrimps, Hibachi Chicken - grilled chicken, mushrooms, zucchini, and some other vegetable I didn't pay attention to and white rice. Before the meal, I had a couple bites of Miso Soup and Ginger (sauce) Salad. After the meal, I had Neapolitan IceCream....Everything was great.  I weigh myself in the morning to see that I weigh 169.8... I hadn't only ate that meal, I had two slices of low carb bread with a small amount of butter and two spinach and bacon frittata, after Yakiniku and finishing my meal, I had  an Atkins bar I didn't need because I was...